your guardian angel

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face 
I can't replace
And now that I'm strong 
I have figured out
How this world turns cold 
and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find 
deep inside me 
I can be the one

I will never let you fall(let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all(though it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

sad...

im so sad.. how could he do tis to me???? i tried to not make him sad... but he always make me sad....
aku slalu jee berkorban tok dye... tp dye... jarang sekali... im stupid by love..... im very2 sad tonight... aku try nk epykn ye coz dye teringatkan pompuan u... tp last2, aku yg sdey... ckit2 nk majok.... aku je yg kne pujuk... kalo aku yg merajok, xpnh nk pujuk... ckp x reti pujuk la... im really sad... why he make me like tis...
like im a toy to him... but, aku yg alah... kalola aku tegas skit dgn dye... mayb aku x jd cam nie.... aku terlalu manjakn dye... ni la akibatnya....aku yg kne tanggung sendiri.. setiap luka aku kne ubati sendiri coz aku sendiri yg cipta....

confused!!!!

he come back to me again.... take me to be his best buddy... im confused... i still love him... he's everything to me...  but when thinking what he had done to me... i become mad.. i become crazy.... when the gurl left him, he came back to me... what am i????? a toy for him??? but i do everything for him... i'll always be there when he needed me... i've been blind by love.... yeah.. im stupid gurl... be with him again even though he had dump me before... he still remember that gurl... always talked about her... im jeleous.. yaeh... stupid again.. he love that gurl so much that he cried when their relationship ended... i watch him suffer..... n i've always be there when he needed a shoulder to cry on... can we start all over again????i don't think so.. he always said that im his best buddy and actually deep inside, im hurt... very2 hurt..... i want him as a special one for me... but... yaeh i noe... i expect something too much... i nned to let go this feeling.... hope that this feeling will go away with the pain...