argh...

tabah lah hati.... ini dugaan dari-Nya.... mungkin hari ini aku x dapat apa yg aku impikan... namun, insyaallah jika umurku panjang aku dapat mencapai kebahagiaan yang aku cari selama ini... aku bserah pada-Mu Ya Allah....  Kau tentukanlah apa yg terbaik untukku.... perjalanan hidupku masih panjang... jika ini lah jalan yang Kau beri... aku terima seadanya.... tabahkan lah hatiku.... kuatkn pegangan ku... jauhilah aku daripada berfikir yg x elok... mungkin rezekiku di UTeM... dan aku akan cuba buat yang terbaik... dengan adanya bimbingan-Mu dan ahli keluarga serta orang yg tersayang... aku akn tabah mengharungi liku2 hidup ini...

my bad... im sorry............

even i passed my matriculation, my results r still bad.. i duno which cos to apply.... which university to apply...
im realy screwed up... ya allah... help me... im glad wit my result as im not fail... but...
which path can i go tis time..... guide me...

besday party... =)

haaaaa........... im realy enjoy... my frend came and they had a suprise besday party for me...
i realy love them...  diorang bwk kek tok aku... ada hadiah... hmmmm they r realy true frend...
aku x pnh jmp ekwn cam diorang since masok jempol....

your guardian angel

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face 
I can't replace
And now that I'm strong 
I have figured out
How this world turns cold 
and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find 
deep inside me 
I can be the one

I will never let you fall(let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all(though it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

sad...

im so sad.. how could he do tis to me???? i tried to not make him sad... but he always make me sad....
aku slalu jee berkorban tok dye... tp dye... jarang sekali... im stupid by love..... im very2 sad tonight... aku try nk epykn ye coz dye teringatkan pompuan u... tp last2, aku yg sdey... ckit2 nk majok.... aku je yg kne pujuk... kalo aku yg merajok, xpnh nk pujuk... ckp x reti pujuk la... im really sad... why he make me like tis...
like im a toy to him... but, aku yg alah... kalola aku tegas skit dgn dye... mayb aku x jd cam nie.... aku terlalu manjakn dye... ni la akibatnya....aku yg kne tanggung sendiri.. setiap luka aku kne ubati sendiri coz aku sendiri yg cipta....

confused!!!!

he come back to me again.... take me to be his best buddy... im confused... i still love him... he's everything to me...  but when thinking what he had done to me... i become mad.. i become crazy.... when the gurl left him, he came back to me... what am i????? a toy for him??? but i do everything for him... i'll always be there when he needed me... i've been blind by love.... yeah.. im stupid gurl... be with him again even though he had dump me before... he still remember that gurl... always talked about her... im jeleous.. yaeh... stupid again.. he love that gurl so much that he cried when their relationship ended... i watch him suffer..... n i've always be there when he needed a shoulder to cry on... can we start all over again????i don't think so.. he always said that im his best buddy and actually deep inside, im hurt... very2 hurt..... i want him as a special one for me... but... yaeh i noe... i expect something too much... i nned to let go this feeling.... hope that this feeling will go away with the pain...

late..

aku rindu sangat kat dye.. makin nk exam nie makin payah aku nk lupakan dye... lg aku sterss, lg banyak aku ingat kat dye... kenapa payah sangat aku nk lupakan dye??? dye dgn aku hanya 2 weeks je... tp nk lpekn dye mcm aku da sayang kat dye bertahun.... aku buntu!!!

fenin...

nape la dye slaluu ganggu aku time aku da ley terima hakikat???

benci laaa....

aku da x nk ada pape lg dengan dye....

tolong la paham...

aku x nk sakitkn aty kawan2 aku...

frends are mre important dari boys...

tension

arghhhhhhh..........

knp semua due date sama.....

byk keje....

tension.....

aku da x tahan....

omg.... i need him now...

but i noe i can't depend on him...

he belong to the other gurl now...

i really miss him... 

nk lepa dgn dye....

nk men bdminton dgn dye....

its hard to forget him...

da la hidup aku x tentu hala skunk....

terlibat dgn mcm2 program...

sampai aku x tau mne satu nk selesaikan dulu....

tension syial.....

sakit pale aku dibuatnya.....

napela semuanya berlaku serentak???? da bape ary aku x mkn nasi....

x sempat syial.....

aku perlukan dye to bg semangat kat aku...

ya allah... tabahkan lah hatiku...

im a strong gurl!!!!!!!!! 

fightin2!!!

songs for him!!

Her eyes, her eyes
make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair
falls perfectly without her trying
She's so beautiful
And I tell her everyday (yeahh)

I know, I know
When I compliment her she won't believe me
And it's so, it's so
Sad to think that she don't see what I see
But everytime she asks me "Do I look okay?"
I say


When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
'Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile
The whole world stops and stares for a while
'Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are


Her lips, her lips
I could kiss them all day if she let me
Her laugh, her laugh
she hates but I think it's so sexy
She's so beautiful
And I tell her everyday

Oh you know, you know, you know
I'd never ask you to change
If perfects what you're searching for
Then just stay the same
So don't even bother asking if you look okay
'Cause you know I'll say


When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
'Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile
The whole world stops and stares for a while
'Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

The way you are
The way you are

broken heart.....

my heart is broken.... suddenly i feel lonely.....

i feel like i need an air....

his my air....

i'll die without him....

i relly miss him badly....

i really need him now...

i've been in hard situation now n i really2 need him to comfort me..... 

tat gurl who has stolen him from me was now not talking to me!!!

why???

ape salah aku???

aku da pulangkan guy tue kat dye da....

aku cuba terima hakikat yang kami x ada jodoh....

but tat guy was suck...

he think tat we still have a special relationship...

stilll texting me...

asking me to find chemist lecture note for him....

m i his servent???!!!.

m i his kuli batak????

y dun he ask his gurl to do tat???

why me???

i've been nice to him....

but he hurt me badly....
i noe i suck in love....

i noe tat guys dun understand my behavior....

i need time to forget him....

his all over the place im my kolej...

all da place in da kolej remind me of him.....

i'll be stong!!!!

keliru....

aku keliru sangat2....

one day he says he love me....

than the other days he choose his best frend....

hati aku... sape yg jage????

hanya aku je yang paham...

mungkin salah aku coz jadi orang yang ketiga....

wlaupn diorang ckp diorang best frend....

aku tau....

they love each other.....

bile mr tue dgn aku....

miss tue cemburu....

when miss tue dgn guy len mr tue cemburu....

dr situ aku da dapat tangkap.... 

mr loves miss than me....

aku terima seadanya...

mayb bukan jodoh aku dengan dye...

wlaupun aku cdey, aku xkn nanges.... aku tau aku yang tempah maut....

aku yang jatuh hati kat orang yang salah....

aku serahkan hati aku kat orang yang salah....

akudah tau mende ini akn terjadi...

boys n gurls can never be best frend....

lama2 they all akn jatuh hati antara satu sama lain...

i noe tat very well....

im suck....

coz fell in love wit tat guy....

aku patut back off sejak awal lagi....

aku x patut layan dye....

pe2 pown... mende da jadi...

aku x lay bpatah blek....

life must go on.....

im strong!!!!!

ups study

hei... ups coming....im really scared....

in not doing very good in my math....

im relly pist off....pe yg bace n wat latihan x masuk pun...

hell!!!!!!!! penat je stay up tp satu mende pn x masuk.....

shoot..... geram gile... hope i doing well for my chemist...

chaiyo.... da jadi gle da aku study...

tp pe2 pn, aku nk wat yang terbaik.... 

mama lak cbuk suh aku cari pakwe....

tah nape tibe2 suh aku dgn kb uh.....

tension aku...doe.... da la stdy  pn x betol lg.... hais.....

aku x tepkpn nk ada pakwe lg.....

bkn sebab mase lalu.. tp sebab aku x perfect lg.....

im not a perfect woman......